Thursday, October 27, 2011

AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

That pretty much sums up my day!  It has been a really bad day.  To make it worse, my PCP started messing with my Celexa (anti-depressent) because he felt the dose I was on was too high and might cause heart damage.  Anita (my therapist) was talking about starting me on Lamictal and then tapering the Celexa.  Over the last 2 weeks, I have become increasingly agitated and cranky.  Today I just felt out of control!  My brain, my emotions, my body all were betraying me and I can't keep anything under control.

Plus it has been an awful day!  Nothing going right!  Just one of those days where I wish I could push a fast forward button to get to the next day.  I hope tomorrow will be better.  I am looking forward to taking the twins to a family movie night at their school.  We are going to see Spooky Buddies...yeah, I know...but its w/ the girlies :)

So off to bed I go, hopefully for some restful sleep and a better day tomorrow!

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