I am feeling very defeated today. I am exhausted, feel horrible, and just can't get a spark when there was such a fire lit just a week ago. I am feeling discouraged. Can't quite get motivated to do much of anything. I am trying to keep moving and continuing the diet changes I have started. My weight did go back up to 247 lbs today.
***Epiphany***** I am PMSing! I have been bleeding for close to a month now, but just realized that this would be on track for my hormonal cycle.
In some ways, this makes me feel a bit better. Knowing that this isn't going to be my normal, knowing that the weight gain and crankies has an explanation other than I am loosing control. I still feel icky, but I have to admit my mood has elevated knowing that I am not crazy or giving up.
That being said, I am still feeling awful, so I am going to sign off for tonight. Here's to a better tomorrow!
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